i'm healed.

persistent doubt prevents bountiful blessings

i learned this at church last night. when i got to thinking, i was like, "you know what? that makes sense". it seriously does! think about it. if you're always second guessing yourself, and not following your heart, you're bound to miss out on your blessing. God doesn't like it when his children are always questioning what he has for us. it took revival last night to make me finally understand that. last night's sermon was also about being healed. in order to finally be healed, one must let go what constantly plagues them. in my situation, i'm starting to finally and TRULY let go. it doesn't hurt that i don't talk to theme everyday. or when they don't contact me all day. for the first time in a long time, i can say that i'm truly happy. i have a job that i enjoy, great friends, a loving family, and last (but not least) i have God. so quite frankly, i don't need the drama anymore. i'm gonna live my life and FINALLY do as i please. the shackles are off. 

now watch me work!