i. need. to. SCREAM!
why do i do this to myself? it's like i'm a glutton for punishment. for the past hour, i've emotionally drained myself. all this by having just a little talk, with that certain someone. i'm sorry, but as much as i've ranted and raved about this person, i could never hate them. i gave this person 3 years of my life. it's kinda hard to CTRL+ALT+DEL (fxck yah i'm a pc!) someone like that. like, we're still friends and shxt like that. yet, sometimes i can't help but wonder what if. i guess i still gotta get through that part of breaking up... right? i'm really proud of myself though. i only shed a couple of tears. usually i'm sobbing like a GIRL! i'm not supposed to be still shedding tears. it's just UNDONE! it's been 7 fxcking months. why am i still feeling this way? whyyyyyyyyyy?! like i said, I NEED TO SCREAM! however, slowly but surely i'm moving on and getting better. i honestly think i've grown for the better.
but as for right now, yep you guessed it, i'm in my feelings. now ain't THAT a bxtch?
xo.quetta
Monday, January 25, 2010
jeeezus!
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2 comments:
oh i've been there :) and can def. relate...sometimes it's better to explore those feelings now than later. Trust me
you might be right. it's been sooooo long since the break up, so why do all of these FEELINGS come rushing back every time i talk to him? i don't like that i'm STILL trying to get over him.
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